Saturday, January 2, 2010

Reset Run

I started a tradition 2 years ago with the prompting of a friend in Austin. Begin every New Year's Day with a "Reset Run" to start the new year off on the right foot. Initially I thought it was a great idea, but not really a "me" thing. Well I'm going on year 3 and I LOVE it! Almost all my runs are done with music, and it has always been that way. So, it's not very often I leave my music behind, but this was one of those kind of runs. So, as my alarm went off on Saturday morning and I rose to gather my stuff, I have to admit I wasn't really feeling much like running. I contemplated getting back in bed twice before I made my way down the stairs. I grabbed my Propel and headed towards the car, thinking to myself in the garage that it was really cold. As I backed out, the temperature gauge on the car said 23, and I thought again how cold that was. As I began to drive, the 23 degrees lowered by 1 degree or more with each minute I was driving. I pulled into my normal running spot and the car said 9 degrees. 9 degrees! I sat there thinking, "This is crazy!", and "I don't think I have enough clothes on for 9 degrees!". After a quick pep talk, I headed out...and my body was not happy with me for at least the first two miles. I had to keep reminding myself of the tradition of my run, and that I was NOT allowed to quit. And after a few more miles, I started to feel pretty good. Started to allow my mind to think of everything I was hoping to accomplish in 2010. I wanted to spend some time and consider the things I want to leave behind from this year, as well as the things I want to run towards. I want to leave behind things like lingering guilt, any resentments, any relationships that weigh me down, and any worries that hold me back from doing the things I love. And I want to run ahead, into things like contentment, joy, understanding, growing more as a wife/mother/and child of God, and cultivating those friendships that make me a better person. So, I ended the run feeling freezing but ready to tackle a new year. A year that will have it's share of up's and down's, but hopefully a year that will stretch me and form me into more of the person I want to be.